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Here's the long and short of it.
    :bulletred: I have designs.
    :bulletred: They are for sale on shirts of all kinds, phone/laptop cases, pillows, bags, journals, mugs, and stickers.
    :bulletred: I will gladly accept requests for shirt designs, given a promise of purchase!
    :bulletred: I'm trying to pay for college without loans this fall.

I have two jobs for the summer. One of them gives me a consistent 24 hours a week at $10/hour, and the other gives me varying shifts - maximum 8 hours a week - at $9/hour. Subtract from that my rent, living expenses, and federal withholdings and I still have at least half of what I earned. Not bad, right?

The problem is, in the fall, I will likely owe over $3,000. Which still isn't bad, and I recognize that. However, aside from my university's generous financial aid, I am paying these expenses on my own. Everything is in my name, and what I earn is what I have to work with.

I took out a loan last semester for somewhere around $3k that helped me cover school costs in my time of need, and I'm not too concerned about that, as I should be able to pay off that loan without too much trouble in the future. But I don't want to keep taking out loans. I would much rather pay what I need to now, and not worry about more debt in long run.

With my level of income from all sources - both of my jobs and my sales on Redbubble and TeePublic - I'm not at all likely to earn $3k before the end of August (when the college payment is due). In fact, my sales on Redbubble are the sparsest source of income, bringing in only a little over $30 in a year (TeePublic has earned me $56 in the last several months).

I would love, love, love to be able to pay for college on my own this semester without the "help" of a federal loan. But in order to do that I'm going to need a lot of help, and the most practical direction in which to turn is towards my Redbubble and TeePublic shoppers.

If none of my current designs appeal to you, tell me! I will gladly make a design and put it on some products for you if there is a promise of purchase in store for me. (Note: This design would not be your intellectual/creative property and would still rest under my design, for all intents and purposes.) Meanwhile, if you know somebody who is a fan of the subjects of my artwork/designs, tell them! Refer them to my TeePublic or Redbubble stores (both under Nightvessel), or direct them to my Facebook page:
If you are a gracious, way-too-nice person and you'd rather donate to me directly, I use Venmo (PayPal doesn't do much these days, unfortunately) and would be willing to give you the deets if that's what you'd rather do.

Thanks for reading.


p.s. wish I could change my Deviant name ugh
Changing things up a bit, again.

Top 3 Female Artists in Order:
1. Ellie Goulding
2. Melanie Martinez
3. Bebe Rexha

Top 3 Male Artists in Order:
1. Twenty One Pilots
2. Panic! At the Disco
3. Hamilton Cast (no, not entirely male, I know)

Top 10 Songs:
1. Devotion - Ellie Goulding
2. Holding On For Life - Ellie Goulding
3. Wait For It - Hamilton Cast
4. Say No to This - Hamilton Cast
5. House of Memories - Panic! At the Disco
6. Tough Luck - Glaze
7. I Got No Time - The Living Tombstone
8. Anima Libera - Emi
9. Don't Panic - Ellie Goulding
10. Tag, you're it - Melanie Martinez
*I'm realizing I don't listen to very many artists around the same time, so I'm narrowing it down from 10 to 5 to be more realistic about my listening tendencies. Also ranking songs and albums from now on.

Top 5 artists:
1. Lin-Manuel Miranda/Hamilton Cast
2. Panic! At the Disco
3. Vocaloids (generally speaking)
4. Melanie Martinez
5. The Living Tombstone

Top 5 albums:
1. Hamilton - Cast of Hamilton (duh)
2. Death of a Bachelor - Panic! At the Disco
3. Pretty. Odd. - Panic! At the Disco
4. Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die! - Panic! At the Disco
5. Blurryface - Twenty One Pilots

Top 10 songs:
1. Victorious - Panic! At the Disco
2. My Shot - Hamilton Cast
3. Stall Me - Panic! At the Disco
4. She Had the World - Panic! At the Disco
5. You'll Be Back - Hamilton Cast
6. I Got No Time - The Living Tombstone
7. House of Memories - Panic! At the Disco
8. Impossible Year - Panic! At the Disco
9. Soap - Melanie Martinez
10. Polarize - Twenty One Pilots…

If you haven’t heard of Return Of Kings, you need to learn about them now.

Return Of Kings is a group for “masculine men” that wants to prove women to be inferior and to make rape an okay thing.


The group, lead by Roosh Valizadeh, spans the entire world, and this upcoming Saturday, February 6 at 8 P.M., groups are planning on meeting at predetermined places (listed in the link above, and below). These are claimed to be “peaceful protests,” but when the subject of their meeting is taken into account, I hardly think they can be called peaceful. 

Valizadeh’s entire website consists of articles about how women should all be stay-at-home mothers, considered inferior to men, objectified, and how men should basically be worshiped by women. They also have strongly negative opinions towards transwomen, along with the rest of the LGBTQA+ community.We can’t stand for this.

Spread this like wildfire. Please alert any and all women you know are in a particular area, or are not. STAY SAFE. We don’t know what exactly these men want to do but there is great reason for suspecting terrible behavior towards women including possible rape. The destinations for the ROK meetings are as follows (taken directly from website):

United States


  • Birmingham – In front of Ohenry’s coffee shop, downtown Homewood (not the Brookwood Mall Ohenry’s)


  • Anchorage – Elderberry Park, near the Oscar Anderson House, a museum. Meet by the chairs and table. Address: 1297 West Fifth Avenue, Anchorage, Alaska 99501.


  • Phoenix – Meet in front of main entrance of tallest building of Phoenix Plaza (Qwest Tower).
  • Tucson – Arizona Historical Society (949 E 2nd St, Tucson, AZ 85719). Meet at statue near corner of N Park Ave and E 2nd St. Image.


  • Little Rock – d***


  • Long Beach – Parking lot of Glory Days Sports Bar, Carson Blvd and Woodruff Ave.
  • Los Angeles – L.A. Live in front of Starbucks entrance. Address: 800 W Olympic Blvd, Los Angeles, CA 90015
  • Newport Beach – The outdoor fountain directly in front of Macy’s department store at Fashion Island. Image.
  • Orange County – The fountain in front of the Ferris wheel at the Irvine Spectrum Mall.
  • Palm Springs – Fountain at Mercado Plaza (Palm Canyon Drive)
  • Redwood City – Parking lot of IHOP. Address: 491 Veterans Blvd, Redwood City, CA 94063
  • Roseville – Royer Park (the large park on Douglas Blvd), next to the gatling gun statue. Image.
  • San Diego – Corner of 16th & Broadway, in parking lot of the Goodwill
  • San Diego (North) – The Village at Pacific Highlands Ranch. Meet in front of The Baked Bear Shop.
  • San Francisco – Balboa Park Bart station, by the arched exit. Image.
  • San Leandro – Northwest corner of the intersection of E. 14th St. and Estudillo Av. Meet at the public fountain.
  • Santa Barbara – Steps of the Santa Barbara Museum of Art, located on the corner of State Street and Anapamu Street in downtown Santa Barbara
  • Sherman Oaks – Sherman Oaks Galleria, between the fountain and Cheesecake Factory entrance. Image. Address: 15301 Ventura Blvd.


  • Boulder – North Boulder Park, beside the shelter. Image.
  • Denver – 19th Ave and Gilpin Street, on the south side of Presbyterian/St. Luke’s Medical Center. Image.


  • New Haven – World War I Memorial, beside flagpole
  • Stamford – In the little square on the corner of Franklin St and Broad St.Image.


  • Orlando – The Red Chinese Tang pavilion at Lake Eola, beside red pagoda.
  • Tampa – Curtis Hixon Park, between fountains and grass. Image.
  • West Palm Beach – Clematis Street Fountains, on the side of North Clematis street


  • Athens – The Arch at the University of Georgia
  • Atlanta – Piedmont Park, corner of 10th street and Charles Allen Dr by the sign. Image.


  • Honolulu – Pearl Ridge Downtown, underneath globe sign. Image. Address: 98 – 1005 Moanalua Rd, Aiea, HI 96701


  • Boise – Idaho State Capital Building, 700 W Jefferson St, Boise, ID 83702. Met by the statue of Abraham Lincoln.


  • Chicago – Rogers Park, beside the flagpole. ImageGoogle Map.
  • Chicago (Homewood) – Parking lot of Balagio’s. Address: 17501 Dixie Hwy, Hazel Crest, IL 60430.


  • Cedar Rapids – In Sokol Park beside the gazebo. 16th Ave SW
  • Des Moines – Parking lot of the VA Hospital beside pictured tree.Image. Address: 3600 30th St. Des Moines, IA. 50310


  • New Orleans – Magazine Street and Lawrence Square, besides the big tree, across the street from 4318 Magazine Street. Image.


  • Bangor – Bangor Public Library, in front of main entrance below the stairs (145 Harlow St)


  • Annapolis – Downtown/Historic Annapolis Harbor, Main Street, by the Kunte Kinte memorial statue. Image.
  • Baltimore – In front of Cross Street Market entrance in Federal Hill


  • Boston (North End) – Paul Revere Statue in Paul Revere Mall


  • Ann-Arbor – Nickel’s Arcade in downtown Ann Arbor. Meet at the center column near the entrance off State Street.
  • Lansing – Lansing River Trail, top of the fish ladder steps. Image.
  • Macomb County/Clinton Township – The Mall at Partridge Creek. Meet in front of the fountain between Brio Tuscan Grille and P.F. Chang’s. Address: 17420 Hall Rd, Charter Twp of Clinton, MI 48038
  • Rochester Hills – Elizabeth Park, beside center bush. Image.


  • Duluth – Leif Erickson Park by the stage. Address: 12th Ave E & London Road, Duluth, MN 55802


  • Kansas City – North side of the World War 1 Museum, on sidewalk directly above monument. Image.


New Hampshire

  • Portsmouth – In front of main entrance of The North Church. 2 Congress St, Portsmouth, NH 03801

New Jersey

  • Atlantic City – On the Boardwalk in front of main Taj Mahal entrance
  • Hoboken – In front of Mulligans Pub underneath the canopy. Address: 159 1st St.

New Mexico

  • Albuquerque – East side of University Of New Mexico Bookstore. Address: 2301 Central Ave NE, Albuquerque, NM 87106. Image.

New York

  • New York – St. Catherine’s Park, next to the spiral kids slide. 1245 1st Ave between 67th and 68th st
  • New York – Washington Square Park under the arch
  • Rochester – Eastman School of Music, Kilbourn Hall (26 Gibbs St, Rochester, NY 14604), Meet at intersection at Gibbs and Main, where the concert hall entrance is. Image.
  • Syracuse – Columbus Circle, next to the statue. Address: East Onondaga Street, Syracuse, NY 13202

North Carolina

  • Charlotte – Romare Bearden Park. Meet by the benches behind the gazebo-like structure on the corner of W Martin Luther King and Church St. Image.
  • Wilmington – Riverfront Park, across the river from USS North Carolina, beside map kiosk. Image.


  • Cincinnati – I-75 and Sharon road has a large parking lot with a grass field next to a Speedway Gas Station. Meet on the grass.


  • Oklahoma City – In front of Harkins Theater at 150 E Reno Ave, Oklahoma City, OK 73104. Image.


  • Harrisburg – Steps of Capitol on the west side. Image.
  • Philadelphia – Washington Square Park, between 5th and 6th St right off Walnut Street (it is the size of a city block). Meet specifically by the memorial to the Revolutionary War Soldiers eternal flame.

South Carolina

  • Anderson – The Carolina Wren Park located downtown at 111 E. Whitner St. 29621 in the Pavilion. Meet beside the fountain.
  • Camden – King Haigler Tower, main entrance. Image. Address: 950 Broad Street, Camden SC 29020


  • Chattanooga – In front of Dollar General. Image. Address: 5952 E. Brainerd Road
  • Mount Juliet – Parking lot in front of entrance to Big Star Cigar Lounge. Address: 3384 N Mt. Juliet Road, Suite 1100, Mount Juliet, TN 37122
  • Nashsville (North) – In front of Baileys in Rivergate Plaza Shopping Mall


  • Austin – Palm Park by the stone structure. Image. Address: 711 East 3rd Street, Austin, TX 78701
  • Dallas – Meet at the old school phone booth In front of British Beverage Company (BBC). Address:
    2800 Routh St, Dallas, TX 75201″
  • Denton – Denton Square, beside the little arch. Image. Address: 110 W Hickory St, Denton, TX 76201.
  • El Paso – 301 W Missouri Ave, El Paso, TX 79901. Meet on corner next to statue of man. Image.
  • Houston – Near the arch of the Sam Houston Monument, adjacent to Houston Museum of Natural Science (5555 Hermann Park Dr, Houston, TX 77030)
  • Nederland – c***
  • San Antonio – In front of main door of the Alamo


  • Provo – Provo City Center Temple on the corner of University Avenue and Center Street. Meet at circle pathway in front of main entrance.
  • Salt Lake City – Salt Lake City Library, at the top of the amphitheater. Address: 210 E 400 S. Image.


  • Charlottesville – Lee Park, beside the statue of Lee
  • Virginia Beach – Mt. Trashmore, at bottom of stairs. Image. Address: 310 Edwin Dr, Virginia Beach, VA 23462


  • Everett – Clark Park, next to the gazebo. Address: 2400 Lombard Avenue, Everett, WA 98201.
  • Seattle – In front of main entrance of Seattle Public Library. 1000 4th Ave, Seattle, WA 98104.
  • Seattle (North) – Statue of Lenin. Address: Corner of Fremont PI N and N 36th St. Image.

Washington DC

  • Dupont Circle, on the north side by the Starbucks. Image.


  • Kenosha – In front of Brat Stop. Address: 12304 75th St. Kenosha, WI 53142.
  • La Crosse – The large water fountain at Riverside Park.

Rest Of The World


  • Brisbane – m***
  • Melbourne – p*** & r***
  • Perth – Ocean Beach Hotel on sidewalk. Image. Warning: protest likely.
  • Sydney – r*** &


  • Graz – In the dead center of Tummelplatz square
  • Wien – Museumsquartier, Treppe von Mumok (Stairs of Mumok). Museumsplatz 1, Wien 1010. Meet at bottom of steps.


  • Nassau – In front of main entrance to Fort Montagu


  • Brussels – Place Royale, 1000 Brussels. Meet beside the statue.Image. Warning: protest possible.


  • Sofia – Statue of Saint Sofia. Map


  • Phnom Penh – The royal palace in front of main entrance. Meet at the bottom of the steps.


  • Calgary – r***
  • Edmonton – t***
  • Montreal – r***
  • Ottawa – m***
  • Surrey – F****
  • Toronto – n**** &
  • Vancouver – e***
  • Victoria – m***
  • Windsor – The Burt Weeks Memorial Gardens, on mini-pier.Image.Homepage. Warning: protest likely.
  • Winnipeg – k***


  • Santiago – Plaza Italia, next to the statue


  • Shanghai – People’s Square Exit 1, street-side, left corner. Image.


  • Bogota – In the center of Parque de Usaquen

Czech Republic

  • Prague – Republic Square.


  • Helsinki – Kolmen sepän patsas (Three Smiths statue) in Helsinki next to Stockmann department store. Google Map.


  • Nantes – Crossing of Rue du Chateau and Rue Mathelin Rodier. In front of the main entrance of the castle is a little square with a statue of Anne de Bretagne. Meet beside the statue. Image.
  • Paris – Place de la République, beside the lion statue. Image.


  • Aachen – In the center point of Katschhof
  • Berlin – In front of main entrance to Cafe Lichtburg. Behmstrasse, 13357 Berlin. Map.
  • Frankfurt am Main – Bank entrance of Frankfurt Dome / Frankfurter Dom, in front of the souvenir shop with the red sign. Image
  • Hamburg – Hamburg Rathaus, in front of the main entrance
  • Munchen – München Olympiazentrum, BMW Welt, main entrance.Image 1Image 2.
  • Nurnberg – Willy-Brandt-Denkmal (monument) at the Willy-Brandt-Platz, next to statue. Image.
  • Würzburg – Warriors Memorial near the Wurzburg Residence. Image.

Hong Kong

  • In front of Joe Banana’s Bar in Wan Chai on Hong Kong Island (Jaffe Road and Laurd Road).


  • Reykjavik – Leif Ericsson statue in Hallgrímstorg Church. Warning: massive protest likely.


  • Mumbai – D-mart in Powai, beside the tree by the main entrance.Image.Google Map.


  • Tehran – Niavaran Park, Tehran. Meet at the eastern side of the main fountain in front of the ice cream shop.


  • Naas – In front of main entrance of Naas Courthouse. Warning: protest likely.


  • Tel Aviv – In front of the main entrance to Sarona Market


  • Bari – Parco 2 Giugno, in front of main entrance on Viale Einaudi.Image.
  • Reggio calabria – Museo Nazionale, in front of main entrance. Image.
  • Rome – At the Spanish Steps, in front of the Montcler store, at the corner of Via Condotti. Image.


  • Osaka – Next to the KFC beside HEP 5 shopping mall. Address: 6-15 Kakudacho, Kita Ward, Osaka, Osaka Prefecture 530-0017, Japan.Image.
  • Tokyo – Ebisu Garden Place Glass Square, beside glass structure


  • Mexico City – Beside Kiosko de Coyoacan. Image.



  • Kathmandu – Patan Durbar Square, between the two tall columns.Image.


  • Amsterdam – m***
  • Utrecht – Center of Neude Square. Warning: protest possible.

New Zealand

  • Auckland – r***
  • Dunedin – In front of of Dunedin Town Hall at archway below the steps.Image. Warning: protest likely.
  • Wellington –


  • Manila – Greenbelt mall beside the R-letter pedestal at the entrance near the Hermes store. Image 1Image 2.


  • Gdansk – At Fontanna Neptuna
  • Katowice – Spodek (Saucer) in Katowice. Address: ul. Korfantego 35
  • Warsaw – In front of Starbucks across from the Mariott Hotel. Image.
  • Wroclaw – In the middle of Plac Solny (“Salt Square”/Flower Market), beside the Iglica (needle) statue. Stare Miasto 50-061/50-062, Wroclaw.


  • Lisbon – Restauradores – Monument to the Restorers, in front of the obelisk, near Hard Rock Cafe Lisboa. Image.


  • Bucharest – Piata Universitatii – Fantana. Image.


  • Novosibirsk – Next to the statue of Vladimir Lenin on Lenin Square


  • Belgrade – Trg Republike, in front of horse statue


  • Singapore – Fort Canning Park, Dhoby Ghaut, underneath big arch.Image.


  • Ljubljana – “The Illyrian Provinces Monument” (Ilirski steber) at the “French Revolution Square” (Trg Francoske revolucije)

South Korea

  • Seoul – In front of Bosingak Belfry. Jonggak station, subway line 1, exit 4.


  • Barcelona – Underneath Arc de Triomf monument. Warning: protest likely.
  • Granada – In front of Granada Cathedral


  • Stockholm – Medborgarplatsen, in front of first glass structure. Image.


  • Basel – Baarfuesserplatz Tram Stop, by the tall pole. Image.


  • Taipei – On Tap Pub, in front of main entrance. Address: No. 21, Alley 11, Lane 216, Section 4, Zhongxiao E Rd, Da’an District, Taipei City, 106


  • Bangkok – In front of Starbucks Terminal 21

United Arab Emirates

  • Dubai – Dubai Mall, in front of Tim Horton. Image.

United Kingdom

  • Cardiff – Beside female statue in front of Hilton Cardiff on Friary Road.Image. Warning: protest likely.
  • Edinburgh – a*** &
  • Glasgow – George Square. Meet by the tall obelisk statue. Warning: protest likely, multiple violent threats received.
  • Leeds – l***
  • London – d*** &
  • Manchester – c***
  • Newcastle – Beside Grey’s monument. Warning: protest likely.
  • Shrewsbury – Frankwell car park, bottom of the pedestrian walkway.Image. Warning: protest likely.

Everyone, STAY SAFE. If you’re near one of these locations, don’t walk alone. If you go to protest, DEFINITELY don’t go alone. Make sure you will be safe.

The biggest threat Valizadeh has posed to anyone who chooses to disrupt or protest is to personally “exact furious retribution upon anyone who challenges [them] in public on that date.” Valizadeh encourages his followers to record anybody who tries to protest so that any feminists, etc. can be publicly bashed via video recording (…).

Honestly, I hope that feminists and anybody who actually has a heart will disrupt the hell out of these meetings. But that’s just my opinion, and safety definitely comes first. Keep an eye out and warn your friends.

Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Toby Fox
2. Melanie Martinez
3. Ellie Goulding
4. Twenty Øne Piløts
5. Halsey
6. ZUN
7. Imogen Heap
8. Panic! At the Disco
(Can I just fill in the remaining slots with Toby Fox because Undertale everything is all I've been listening to)

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Undertale OST - Toby Fox
2. Cry Baby - Melanie Martinez
3. Delirium - Ellie Goulding
4. Badlands - Halsey
5. Every Open Eye - CHVRCHES

Top 10 songs, no particular order (aka proof that I am Undertale trash):
1. Megalovania - Toby Fox
2. Spider Dance - Toby Fox
3. Bonetrousle - Toby Fox
4. Battle Against a True Hero - Toby Fox
5. Soap - Melanie Martinez
6. Heavydirtysoul - Twenty Øne Piløts
7. On My Mind - Ellie Goulding
8. Glowing Eyes - Twenty Øne Piløts
9. Roman Holiday - Halsey
10. Goodness Gracious - Ellie Goulding
Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Melanie Martinez
2. Halsey
4. Twenty Øne Piløts
5. Ellie Goulding
6. All Time Low
7. Paramore
8. Marianas Trench
9. Fall Out Boy
10. Toby "Radiation" Fox

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Cry Baby - Melanie Martinez
2. Badlands - Halsey
3. Blurryface - Twenty Øne Piløts
4. twenty | one | pilots - Twenty Øne Piløts
5. Undertale OST - Toby "Radiation" Fox

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Polarize - Twenty Øne Piløts
2. Castle - Halsey
3. Soap - Melanie Martinez
4. Bonetrousle - Toby "Radiation" Fox
5. MEGALOVANIA - Toby "Radiation" Fox
6. NGAHHH - Toby "Radiation" Fox
7. Lungs - CHVRCHES
8. Something's Gotta Give - All Time Low
9. Heartache - Toby "Radiation" Fox
10. Leave A Trace - CHVRCHES
From here on out, it is a given that Twenty One Pilots is my favorite band of all time. So yeah. Jussayin. They might not always appear on the top 10 artists list or be at No. 1 - that is simply representative of what I'm listening to at the moment!

Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Melanie Martinez
2. Halsey
3. Twenty Øne Piløts
4. Imagine Dragons
5. Ellie Goulding
6. My Chemical Romance
7. Ed Sheeran
8. Marianas Trench
9. Fall Out Boy
10. Joywave

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Cry Baby - Melanie Martinez
2. Badlands - Halsey
3. The Black Parade - My Chemical Romance
4. twenty | one | pilots - Twenty Øne Piløts
5. Regional At Best - Twenty Øne Piløts

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Milk and Cookies - Melanie Martinez
2. Tag, You're It - Melanie Martinez
3. Soap - Melanie Martinez
4. New Americana - Halsey
5. Batman Jammies - Egyptian
6. You My Everything - Ellie Goulding
7. Implicit Demand for Proof - Twenty Øne Piløts
8. Dollhouse - Melanie Martinez
9. Roman Holiday - Halsey
10. Shots - Imagine Dragons

Hi everyone.

I need help. Financial help and help in general.

I’ve secretly been with my boyfriend for 10 months. Why secretly? Because my parents have never approved of him. We dated undercover when we were in high school, as freshmen/sophomores, and when my parents found us out, they had me fully removed from the school just so I couldn’t be with him. Senior year, we started dating again, and four months later, were found out again. At that point, my parents told me that if I were to continue to be in a relationship with my boyfriend, they would not support me in college and I would not be allowed to live in their home. Knowing full well that at the time, I was nowhere near prepared to live on my own, my boyfriend and I staged a breakup, and I stayed in my family’s home over the summer, and received help for the first semester of college.

Now, I’m in college. My boyfriend and I are still together and I don’t intend to break up with him anytime soon. After some invasive moves by my parents, I ended up telling them I was still with Brendan. In response, they told me that I would be removed from their financial support as of the second semester,as well as from their phone plan and credit account.

If that was not enough to cause despair, they also went into my bank account and took out all of my available funds. I can reassure you that those funds were indeed mine. It was all money I had either saved up on my own through work, or been given as a gift for graduation. Now, however, I have none of them available. My father has informed me that my mother removed them to put them in “safe keeping” - which my boyfriend and I have taken to mean that it will only be returned to me if I break up with him.

There was over $1,000 in my bank account.
I currently have access to none of it.

I desperately need help, whether it’s direct, financial assistance or advice as to the situation. There is no chance that my parents will relinquish the money that was mine. With college in full swing I don't have time for art or music commissions, so I'm afraid I can only beg you, followers and new visitors alike, to help me.

If you can help me in any way, please let me know, and please draw attention to this. I’m becoming desperate. I don’t know that I will be able to apply for financial aid as an independent, and thus might not receive the money I need to attend college.

Please help me.

:bulletblue: I'm at U of M now. It's cool.
:bulletblue: My music project 33Infinity needs a new alias.
:bulletblue: Help. Adulthood.
Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Twenty Øne Piløts
2. Ellie Goulding
3. Fall Out Boy
4. Glaze
5. General Mumble
6. Paramore
7. Ed Sheeran
8. Taylor Swift
9. Vocaloid (generally speaking)
10. All Time Low

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Synesthesia - General Mumble
2. Brand New Eyes - Paramore
3. Halcyon Days - Ellie Goulding
4. American Beauty/American Psycho - Fall Out Boy
5. Vessel - Twenty Øne Piløts

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Tough Luck - Glaze
2. Ride - General Mumble
3. Fake You Out - Twenty Øne Piløts
4. The Kids Aren't Alright - Fall Out Boy
5. Novocaine - Fall Out Boy
6. Missing You - All Time Low
7. Ritual - Ellie Goulding
8. Flashlight - Ellie Goulding
9. You My Everything - Ellie Goulding
10. Ignorance - Paramore
Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Twenty Øne Piløts
2. Ellie Goulding
3. Fall Out Boy
4. Taylor Swift
5. Paramore
6. Bastille
7. Pentatonix
8. General Mumble
9. All Time Low
10. Glaze

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Vessel - Twenty Øne Piløts
2. Blurryface - Twenty Øne Piløts
3. Mumble Bundle 2k14 - General Mumble (etc.)
4. Halcyon Days - Ellie Goulding
5. All This Bad Blood - Bastille

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Fake You Out - Twenty Øne Piløts
2. Kids in the Dark - All Time Low
3. The Kids Aren't Alright - Fall Out Boy
4. Fourth of July - Fall Out Boy
5. Wasting My Time - General Mumble feat. jennifur
6. You My Everything - Ellie Goulding
7. Out of the Woods - Taylor Swift
8. Brick by Boring Brick - Paramore
9. How You Set Me On Fire - General Mumble
10. Daft Punk - Pentatonix
Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Twenty One Pilots
2. Imagine Dragons
3. Big Data
4. Sir Sly
5. Joywave
6. Ellie Goulding
8. Echosmith
9. Ed Sheeran
10. Bastille

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Blurryface - Twenty One Pilots
2. Vessel - Twenty One Pilots
3. How Do You Feel? - Joywave
4. 2.0 - Big Data
5. Smoke + Mirrors - Imagine Dragons

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Doubt - Twenty One Pilots
2. The Judge - Twenty One Pilots
3. Icarus - Bastille
4. Friction - Imagine Dragons
5. Polarize - Twenty One Pilots
7. Somebody New - Joywave
8. Perfect Holiday - Big Data
9. Too Far Gone - Sir Sly
10. Message Man - Twenty One Pilots
Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Twenty One Pilots
2. Ed Sheeran
3. Imagine Dragons
4. Bastille
5. Taylor Swift
6. Sir Sly
7. Ellie Goulding
8. Fall Out Boy
9. Panic! At the Disco
10. All Time Low

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Blurryface - Twenty One Pilots
2. Smoke + Mirrors - Imagine Dragons
3. 1989 - Taylor Swift
4. Bad Blood - Bastille
5. Vessel - Twenty One Pilots

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Stressed Out - Twenty One Pilots
2. Lane Boy - Twenty One Pilots
3. Ride - Twenty One Pilots
4. Fairly Local - Twenty One Pilots
5. Friction - Imagine Dragons
6. Kitchen Sink - Twenty One Pilots
7. Drunk - Ed Sheeran
8. Leave Me Behind - Bauer & Lanford
9. Outside - Calvin Harris feat. Ellie Goulding
10. Dance, Dance - Fall Out Boy
Hi guys - this is kind of a shoutout to two people, Kareos and Alex-Gibson .

Right now my life is nuts. I try to keep it light-hearted but I am going through some difficult decisions and actions. I'd rather not go too far into detail here, although if you'd like to talk to me, I can explain a bit more. However, needless to say I am quite busy and I have next to no time to work on creative projects.

IF YOU HAVE ALREADY REQUESTED SOMETHING, like Silver and Darkraven, and I have expressed that the project is in progress, then it IS still in progress. However, I have no guarantee as to when it will be finished entirely. I promise you that I will work on it as soon as I can, and thus finish it as soon as I can, but I don't know exactly when I'll be able to get back to work.

In conclusion, I sincerely apologize to my two commissioners for taking so long. I hope you'll allow me to finish your projects, but I am willing to return points if you'd like.


Instinct, or is it in our blood
Reaching out for the other one
Seeking what's yet to be found
Stepping onto untouched ground

Your eyes meet mine
Keep time with me
Your eyes, shining beautifully

It's built into my code
Now I'm feeling a connection
How could I not have known
Of all my misdirection?
Gears turning, my systems glitching out
It's built into you, built into me

Blindly, I searched the radar screen
Not knowing you’d be there for me
Feeling this same energy
Reaching, your hand held onto me

Your eyes met mine
Kept time with me
Your eyes, shining beautifully

It’s built into my code
Now I’m feeling a connection
How could I not have known
Of all my misdirection?
Gears turning, my systems glitching out
It’s built into you, built into me

Electric sparks fly when your fingertips touch mine
And my metallic heart starts racing
Magnetic embrace, feel your warmth on my face
As I hear your heart start racing, yeah

It’s built into our code
Now we’re feeling a connection
How could we not have known
Of all our misdirection?
Gears turning, our systems glitching out
It’s built into you, built into me

Top 10 artists, in order:
1. Twenty One Pilots
2. Ed Sheeran
3. Imagine Dragons
4. Sir Sly
5. Bastille
6. Taylor Swift
7. Ellie Goulding
8. Switchfoot
9. EastNewSound
10. Fall Out Boy

Top 5 albums, no particular order:
1. Smoke + Mirrors - Imagine Dragons
2. You Haunt Me - Sir Sly
3. 1989 - Taylor Swift
4. x - Ed Sheeran
5. Vessel - Twenty One Pilots

Top 10 songs, no particular order:
1. Bloodstream - Ed Sheeran
2. I'm A Mess - Ed Sheeran
3. Blank Space - Taylor Swift
4. Icarus - Bastille
5. You Haunt Me - Sir Sly
6. Friction - Imagine Dragons
7. I'm So Sorry - Imagine Dragons
8. Madness - Muse
9. Long Way Down - Robert Delong
10. Black Sun - Death Cab for Cutie
Tagged by :iconkareos: so heeeeere we go

You must post these rules:
Answer the ten questions the person who tagged you made up, then make up your own 10 questions for the people you tagged to answer.

Darkraven's questions: "I'm going to make really troubled ones, so get ready" UHMMM OKAY! I am a dummy!
1. How often do you get art/creativity blocks?
All the time. It sucks. I also get lazy times where I just don't feel like continuing an idea. Usually projects that involve one of those don't turn out so well.
2. Do you play any musical instrument? Or maybe some singing?
Yep, both. I sing and play guitar, piano, clarinet, and a little ukulele.
Just let it happen. I'm ready.
4. Do people find you "weird" or "different"?
Yep. That's nothing out of the ordinary.
5. What's your opinion about abortion?
Brutal honesty: I think it's wrong. I'm pro-life. I understand that some babies are the result of rape and that the last thing a girl wants to do is raise the child of her attacker, but I don't think killing the baby is the solution. Adoption has a nicer ring to it.
6. Summer, Winter, Spring or Autumn?
Oh, summer. But I love spring too.
7. If you hadn't been born in your country, which one would you rather be and why?
I have no guess being born in England would have been cool. The scenery in Britain is so cool, and I mean, I'd have been raised with a legit accent. For real.
8. Favorite type of food. Meow :3 (Caribbean, japanese, German... Etc.)
Japanese. Sushi is bae. Chinese is good too though.
9. Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy? Caught in a landslide, no escape from reality. Open your eyes, look up to the skies and see - I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy, 'cause I'm easy come, easy go, little high, little low, any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to me... to me.
10. What do you plan on becoming or, if you've already accomplish that, share your thoughts about it. Meow :3
I plan on becoming a music producer. It's a work in progress. I already produce my own stuff (shameless plug, if you're interested in hearing some of it) and I've been in a studio a few times. I'm applying to college to major in music production as we speak though. Have yet to find out whether I'm accepted to my dream school.
I also plan on becoming a wife and hopefully a mom but that's farther down the road.

My questions now~ yayyyyyyyyyy
1. Optimist or pessimist?
2. All-time favorite song?
3. If you could dress like any one person - celebrity or non-famous, doesn't matter - and completely rock their look, who would that person be?
4. Craziest thing you've ever wanted to do - and will you/did you do it?
5. If you could change one thing about yourself what would it be?
6. Do you have nicknames?
7. Any hidden talents?
:wink: Don't be shy now... :giggle:
8. You can only eat one food for a week, what is it?
9. A job you NEVER want to have?
10. Is there a song with lyrics that you think describe you, and if so which one?


have fun baes~ :heart:
Current top 10 music artists as of today, in order:
  1. Twenty One Pilots
  2. Ed Sheeran
  3. Bastille
  4. Panic! at the Disco
  5. Fall Out Boy
  6. Hozier
  7. Sir Sly
  8. Imagine Dragons
  9. Ellie Goulding
Top 5 albums, no particular order:
  1. Vessel
  2. +
  3. x
  4. Hozier
  5. All This Bad Blood
Top 10 songs, no particular order:
  1. Ode to Sleep - Twenty One Pilots
  2. Holding On To You - Twenty One Pilots
  3. Overjoyed - Bastille
  4. You Need Me, I Don't Need You - Ed Sheeran
  5. Oblivion - Bastille
  6. Irresistible - Fall Out Boy
  7. Don't - Ed Sheeran
  8. Gun - CHVRCHES
  9. Take Me to Church - Hozier
  10. Wake Me Up - Ed Sheeran
Current top 10 music artists as of today, in order:
  1. Twenty One Pilots
  2. Fall Out Boy
  3. Bastille
  4. Panic! at the Disco
  5. Bastille
  6. Ellie Goulding
  7. Hozier
  8. Imagine Dragons
  9. My Chemical Romance
  10. VersaEmerge
Top 5 albums, no particular order:
  1. Vessel
  2. Too Weird to Live, Too Rare to Die!
  3. Save Rock and Roll
  4. Hozier
  5. All This Bad Blood
Top 10 songs, no particular order:
  1. Ode to Sleep - Twenty One Pilots
  2. Holding On To You - Twenty One Pilots
  3. Overjoyed - Bastille
  4. Far Too Young to Die - Panic! at the Disco
  5. Bad Blood - Bastille
  6. The Phoenix - Fall Out Boy
  7. Immortals - Fall Out Boy
  8. Gun - CHVRCHES
  9. Take Me to Church - Hozier
  10. Like Real People Do - Hozier
I like making lists every now and then so why not here.

Current top 10 music artists as of today, in order:
  1. Twenty One Pilots
  2. Fall Out Boy
  3. Panic! at the Disco
  4. Ed Sheeran
  5. Bastille
  6. Ellie Goulding
  7. Imagine Dragons
  8. Jason Gray
  9. Monstercat (in general, but Stephen Walking is my fav)
  10. My Chemical Romance
Top 5 albums, no particular order:
  1. Save Rock N Roll
  2. Folie A Deux
  3. Too Weird To Live, Too Rare To Die!
  4. +
  5. All This Bad Blood
Top 10 songs, no particular order:
  1. Headfirst Slide Into Cooperstown On A Bad Bet - Fall Out Boy
  2. Grade 8 - Ed Sheeran
  3. Warriors - Imagine Dragons
  4. Collar Full - Panic! at the Disco
  5. Bad Blood - Bastille
  6. The Draw - Bastille
  7. Where Did The Party Go? - Fall Out Boy
  8. Ode to Sleep - Twenty One Pilots
  9. Transatlanticism - Death Cab for Cutie
  10. Come Together - Echosmith
Let's see how this changes over time. Yay. :happybounce: